today I’m not okay

I don’t believe in my dreams
any longer
they tell me exactly
the things
I’d like to hear
and some more

pretty hard
to solve this
and face as a karma

I'm on my own again

it’s just friday night
where are them all?
dancing? dating?
having fun?
great
I’m locked inside my room
standing
as every friday nights
in the last four months

I hope they’re not
drinking
writing
or doing anything
like that

cause today I’m not okay